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March 14

God please whip me hardly!

A new semester has just started and i am getting fatigue already. What is wrong with me?

I know there's great deal to be done this semester and if I dare to fail some of these important tasks, I could bear serious consequeces--I would never forgive myself on that. So you see, I am under s special type of pressure. What's more, I don't think I am doing things effectively enough--not that I don't want to but I seems to get lost in my thoughts which is really in a mess. God please whip me, slap me in the face and yell at me as loud as you can!

A lot is going on in my mind. That's for sure. GRE, Teofl, law, LLM, application, american, canada, sb, sb, sb,etc. But this is not at all the end of my crazy list. Well, I hate myself being this way--just like some weak and pale ladies who can not get control of their own business. So I am trying to drag myself out this state of mind of useless and stupid, then I'll tackle other problems one at a time.

To read my former babbles here is really sort of amusing. The guy who states so firmly about time and us lost his way on that path many months earlier than I could ever expect. So I see that my old principle still works perfectly in this life--don't buy promises and hold them to yourselves when you are about to say it. Who ever konws what is coming the next moment. A funny imagination would be the next morning I would not be on earth anymore because of some ET's attack...sorry, I know it's really not a laughable one.

Future is good. Life is good. Friends are wonderful. And love is really beatiful. So why should I feel anything upset.

My dear god, talk to me please. I need to hear you say that all that I care is worthwhile and the long way before me is worth fighting for. I don't mind to get your inspiration in some violent ways. Just come to me.

3:26 PM | Blog it

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	BBJ 李wrote: 哈哈勺李一飞，笑死我了。 Apr. 30
	BBJ 李wrote: 赶紧搞，越衰越HI. Just like me！ Mar. 31
	edison1202wrote: 芍李一飞，我永远挺你！！！加油哈~~~~~ Mar. 30
	Jane Chuwrote: GRE, Teofl, law, LLM, application, american, canada, sb, sb, sb,etc. you're so cute :p and you don't have to be overworried coz we are all the same :) mostly coz we're at this stage and it's a way that life is :) keep smiling I like your smiling :D Mar. 20

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