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August 26 hilarious wondersStephen King once said that time takes it all whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all. Time bears it away. And in the end there's only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness. And sometimes we lose them there again.
But is it really true? I mean i was so scared that he was revealing the truth. Anyway the question of time has been bothering me since junior high, but it was not until senior high that I came to a much more clearer idea of my question. Not that I have the answer to myself. It's just that I know better than before about what time has done to me, or rather, my world. I began to see the cruelty in it--time can take it all.Can't help wondering: what happens if I really believe that I can do something about it? Call me an idealist because this sounds like a big imagination. Can we really do something about it we'd turn the earth upside down already. Well maybe i'm being stupid but i am not going to change my point right here right now.
Think about it. And don't take the word time as an abstract concept.
I try to think of it as a line which streches constantly in some unknown spaces. All of us are being confined in our lines. There are some lines that are supposed to go across each other eventually; and there are some parallels that will never entangle. Lines that are striaght and lines that are arcs or even curved. Whatever. The problem is that the direction of these lines are often so unpredictable that they scare us all at all time. So i am always afraid to challenge it and I see an unseen strength being totally beyond me. However, i am always in the pain of saying goodbyes or hearing how time flies. Moreover, I kind of feel that if i do something about my painful situation, i might help myself out sometimes.
All of them are forever going with the time, like the books i read, or the people i met, or events i experienced. It seems like time really takes them all. But what is so special is that the old me goes with them two. And i believe the every old me is still within me and my time line as well. Actually the whole of my past do not disappear. On the contrary it exists with the line and the new me. I believe in it because i know that i see the enrichment of my life and the growth of my souls. Those books, people and events and anything else are just like seeds bearing in my line, they are powerful. Sometimes they blossom, sometimes not. I guess i can see the flowers by simply looking back, everybody can do that. But what is essential is invisible to the eye, and I could have been changed sightly by those never blossom ones. Who knows.
Another question: who bears these seeds in my time line? Me? Or someone I know? Oh i know, i can ask god when i meet him. Just kidding...
Yes, time is able to take it all and bear us all away although some of us hates this truth. Yet another point is still worth making here, just for consolation: we can do something about it, like bearing some seeds intentionally or simply remember to look back at times to check on your beautiful flowers. In other words, don't let the time manipulate us to walk with fear and uncertainty, for it is only a form of transformation.
What really matters is the lives we are living--i don't know about what others think,but i take it seriously and i don't wanna screw it up.
God bless us all. Comments (3)
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